I'd love to know something about Rebekah's family of origin, the arc of her life before the children were born and the health problems entered. She's identified a theme of co-dependency and how she is now growing clearer about what is authentically her own and where she finds meaning and purpose. Any more she wants to say about how that is going?
hmmmm there’s so much…. omg. what to include? my parents separated when i was 1.5 years old. They both then married intense Leo-Sun partners. I moved with my new step father and mother to New Zealand when i was 7 years old and grew up between countries abs between families, feeling like a bridge and a peacemaker. How it’s going - this past week i felt myself shed another layer of outsourcing my power and authority, and finding it inside. and i’m beginning to find that my power is not what i thought power looked like. it’s soft, and receptive and strong and empathic, and expansive. I don’t feel like i have role models for it. but i’m starting to feel what it is at least! i’m also beginning to feel what it’s like to not be afraid of losing an important relationship. that i don’t have to compromise myself to maintain the connection. that i might survive without them. i feel like i will be needing to learn a new way of being in connection and relationship with people, that i don’t know yet. hopefully this helps? let me know if you need more in any particular aspect.
Health issues: i had a lot of hormonal imbalance from puberty at age 12, and regular bad headaches from 14 that never got addressed. my moms side of the family the women all have endocrine imbalances and/or autoimmune issues.i always felt like i was missing my dad a lot. I felt like he was the only person who understood me intellectually. but when i was at my dads house i felt un-nurtured and like i didn’t always align with the values and i didn’t feel emotionally attuned to at all.my three half siblings i missed but it had sort of always been that way i felt more maternal towards them all growing up. i didn’t have a real connection with my sister until we were adults.
Hi all, Rebekah will join us this coming Thursday the 16th.
From Dawn - questions we had for Rebekah. Reposting here so it's all in one spot:
Here are some questions I took note of: Add on if you have any others...
1. In what way is your relationship "challenging" ?
2. How do you feel about your "work in the world"? What's unfolding there right now?
3. In your original writing for us did you mean "co-dependent" or "do-dependent"?
4. Could you speak more about health issues? Do you have any digestion issues - gluten/dairy intolerances, etc?
5. What would you say are the benifits of your current living situation?
Hi all, Rebekah will join us this coming Thursday the 16th.
From Dawn - questions we had for Rebekah. Reposting here so it's all in one spot:
Here are some questions I took note of: Add on if you have any others...
1. In what way is your relationship "challenging" ?
2. How do you feel about your "work in the world"? What's unfolding there right now?
3. In your original writing for us did you mean "co-dependent" or "do-dependent"?
4. Could you speak more about health issues? Do you have any digestion issues - gluten/dairy intolerances, etc?
5. What would you say are the benifits of your current living situation?
Reposting Julianne's post here so it's all in one spot. I'll address some of this as we get closer for Rebekah's visit this Thursday.
Hello all,
I'm in a wildly different timezone now so I'm catching up with the videos on my own times. Just finished Rebekah's and I have a few questions...
1. Ari mentioned, regarding her Pluto 2nd house- "How does she deal with it? By going within". In this, I understand "going within" as in the 2nd house signature, and "dealing with it" reflecting the pluto process (dealing with something). would it be applicable to answer this same question of "Dealing with it" from any pluto placement perspective? (ex. pluto in the 5th, hmm. dealing with it by creating true self confidence.... 6th, dealing with it by going in to a devotional practice).. I kinda like the verbiage of "Deal with it", and relative to my own life unfolding, pluto 9th, I too tend to "Deal with it" (whatever it is) by plugging it into a greater framework of natural law/culture/nature. Perhaps others might agree.
2. I was very! surprised to hear an association with her cancer 11th house moon and dissociation. though I understand the 11th house archetype as it is connected to disassociation/detachment, being on the fringes, the edge of our consciousness, I also strongly correlate the 11th to where groups of people show up in our life, perhaps the disassociation is one layer of the same. but cancer being there to me would only deepen the need for community or the emotional investment in community was present since birth, and moreover since mars is there, there is a strong ability for her to take action to meet her emotional needs within community. I was surprised again to hear such a focus on disassociation. this would be an interesting topic to speak with her about directly perhaps.
3. one more piece on the 11th house being a space where it is where she feels her own vibration or existential self. vibration just another word was new and interesting as a specifically 11th archetype.
4. regarding Ari's estimate of her evolutionary state being late individuated or transitioning to spiritual- I was quite surprised as I would have pegged this as someone in 1st spiritual based on the zero-point body healing practice that she offers. that seems like it would flow from someone who has realized they are a vessel. but perhaps my understanding of the stages needs further refinement. can folks in late individuated stages have strong identification to these spiritual/energetic worlds?
Thank you!
Julianne